I have had a friend who I have been very close to for a number of years now.
Just after I had Covid, I became very depressed (there's a history of depression) and for the past few weeks I have been at rock bottom, crying most days and sometimes even wondering what the point of living is.
I admitted to this friend that I wasn't feeling my best and since then the contact we have has dramatically reduced on his part (we usually text throughout the day and now barely anything) and never any texts of asking how i'm doing or any offers to meet up. I am really drowning in this depression and the lack of his support his making me feel worse. I don't usually rely on people because I'm aware i'm responsible for myself, but I feel let down. AIBU to feel this way?