I feel ridiculous. One child nearly school age. Work 4 days a week. Ex involved at his say so apparently this is changing come September but we'll see. I'm being a wimp but I feel overwhelmed. Ex has child 1 weekend a month but that can be with a 6 weeks gap so not every 4 weeks. Weekend to him is Saturday am to Sunday pm. Don't ask me to ask him for more because he says no. He does 1 to 2 nights a week again on his terms. I've got to buy school uniform, social engagements and people's birthdays this month and it's all too much.