Bit dramatic but since the pandemic has anyone else felt completely ... flat?
I can't remember the last time I genuinely laughed or felt happy. I hate my job, I hate where I live, so I change it and end up feeling the same. I see all my friends getting married and having babies and they seem so content but the thought of this makes me feel so trapped.
I feel so out of place everywhere. I've spent my entire 20's trying to do what everyone else is doing, saving up to buy somewhere, climbing the career ladder, trying to settle down and I've only enjoyed a really small part of it. I feel like all of my spare time is spent trying to keep my head above water - meal prepping, cleaning, errands, getting organised, studying (part-time degree). I live on my own and I'm early 30's. Does anyone feel the same, or has felt the same?