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To feel like an outsider

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chatterbug22 · 23/06/2022 07:50

I try not to let it, but I feel a bit flat that my parents show a preference to my sister. We are both in our 20s, she is several years older. We both have our own homes at opposite ends of the city with my parents in our family home somewhere in the middle.

My sister has always been social and outgoing, she is really good at hosting people and as such will regularly cook nice meals for my parents or persuade them to go round to see her and walk her dog. I don’t have a problem with this at all but when I have tried a similar offer of making dinner for them, it’s more often than not declined.

I don’t get on with my sister and I’ve made peace with that, though I wish it was different. We are different personalities and see the world differently. She very much likes the conversation on her at all times. I’m regularly called boring because I don’t overly like drinking. She is hostile towards my partner and in conversation pretends he doesn’t exist, will ignore him when he speaks to her and doesn’t think his job is good enough, he works really hard and we are still only young and at the beginning of our careers. I am generally just treated as if I am below her and know nothing so I take a step back, or try to. She will sing my praises in front of my mum, and cry to her that I don’t want anything to do with her, yet she chose to block me on social media. If I politely mention anything that doesn’t sit right, everything gets very inflammatory and reactive and it’s me who is looking for trouble. Tiring dynamic and boundaries obviously needed, I made a decision and tried putting them in.

My dad stays firmly out of it and in the middle but my mum is very swayed by my sister and genuinely believes her narrative and every opinion she has, which is that I hate her / am jealous of her. DM has said some hurtful things to me over it, clearly does not want to ever address my sister’s behaviour. She rang me to tell me how upset she feels that her daughters don’t get on, she doesn’t recognise me anymore and has mentioned that my sister’s mental health isn’t great and that’s why she has acted as she had - if I knew her better and wanted anything to do with her, I’d know that. When I observed that it’s not a defence my mum said ‘you’ll have no family’ which made me very upset, so my partner gestured for me to pass him the phone and politely told my mum that he would not share his view on things but hated seeing me upset and cut the conversation short.

DM then sent DP a message asking him to not ‘control’ her communication with me. This upset him as he was trying to look out for me and I was too upset to continue the conversation on the phone at the time. We have since been to see them but not mentioned this exchange, it’s a bit of an elephant in the room. She has not apologised to me. All I’ve tried to do is set a boundary with my sister and from speaking to friends, they do not understand why DM even needs to be involved.

I just feel a bit down as we were hoping to move 10/15 miles away but chose this house in this area a few months ago to be near to my family and move away from my partner’s, and they don’t come round nor make much of an effort to do anything with me/us. It’s just rubbish as I would love to get on with them better but they don’t seem to try to. Has anyone experienced anything similar? I would try and suggest more things to do but I feel a bit silly if all of it is coming from me… I read a similar post the other day and came to the conclusion it can’t be one sided but I am a bit stuck on how to approach things going forward!

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chatterbug22 · 23/06/2022 08:40

quick bump so I don’t get lost

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AlternativelyWired · 23/06/2022 09:11

Hi, I understand this having experienced similar with my siblings. I cut them out of my life when I approached 40 having had years of emotional abuse and being told that I needed to change or I'd have no family. I'm very close to my mum but my sister isn't and she's jealous of our relationship but she doesn't make the effort. I think parents should keep out of it and my mum took 7 years to accept I wanted nothing to do with my siblings. It turns out I'm autistic which explains why I always felt like an outsider and different to everyone else. You have to do what is right for you. Perhaps some counselling to work through your feelings to help you accept and understand that how you feel is valid Flowers

BogRollBOGOF · 23/06/2022 09:28

Would you chase a friendship with your sister if she wasn't related to you?

CharSiu · 23/06/2022 10:10

DH has a sister who is very obviously the favourite and it’s bloody outrageous. He is also quiet and the sister is very outgoing. Everything has always had to be about her. Every Christmas and get together she had to be the centre of attention. The dramatics were quite amazing. My favourite was when she had a strop and went to bed on Boxing Day because DS changed the rules of a made up game when he was four years old. Everyone was laughing about this game and she could not stand the attention being on him.

I could see her for what she was very early on.It took DH a long time to admit his sister could be horrible. She has never had a successful relationship romantically and was always falling out with people at work, nothing was ever her fault.

Deep down DH knows his sister is obnoxious but that family pull of loyalty remains. For the sake of your sanity pull away, understand she can never be what you would like her to be. As your quiet and she has all the words never engage in a conversation without a third party because she will probably twist it.

People can be mentally ill and lovely, you mentioned issues, does she have a diagnosis?

chatterbug22 · 24/06/2022 14:53

@AlternativelyWired @CharSiu it definitely sounds similar. Difficult situation to be in I think. Thank you for your comments I will reflect!

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chatterbug22 · 24/06/2022 14:53

@BogRollBOGOF no I wouldn’t but I feel obligated to because of all the pressure around doing so.

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MintJulia · 24/06/2022 14:59

I think stop chasing after them. You have a partner and a home so just get on with your life. If they want to be part of it, and you would welcome it, let them come to you. Be polite & welcoming until the first hint of criticism and then retreat/ask them to leave. Withdraw from the conversation.

But honestly I'd just treat your dad to brunch once in a while and leave it at that.

chatterbug22 · 24/06/2022 15:06

@MintJulia thanks, that’s a really good suggestion. It’s just hard to not feel like I am the problem if I take a step back. Love the brunch idea

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