I have been having pretty much weekly therapy for several months, apart from a few blocks when he has been off work. He's taken all of June off and I am struggling without having that outlet. I don't have anyone else to talk to so am posting here. I find it hard to enjoy life or spending time with friends because I am trying to manage the emotions I can't express at the minute. Not sure why I'm posting, just need to say I'm missing having counselling and I still have several more weeks to wait 