I started sertraline around 7 weeks ago for anxiety. I've never really had depression before, my main issue has always been anxiety.
Since starting sertraline, my anxiety has decreased but it seems like it's been replaced with depression. I've always been someone who is quite OTT about showering and doing my skincare, washing my hair and keeping my living space clean. The last few weeks I've had a few days where I've not bothered getting dressed, showered or even brushing my teeth and just staying in my PJs for the whole 24 hours until I summon up the energy to shower. My living space has been messy too, I didn't clean for several weeks.
I never used to get into bed in the middle of the day, but recently I'm in bed during the day a lot. Sometimes I find myself just staring into space waiting for me to summon up the energy to do something. Yesterday I was sat on my bed doing nothing but staring at the wall for over an hour before I finally had a shower and got dressed.
I'm not suicidal, but sometimes I find myself just wishing I was dead. I was on holiday and walked past a graveyard and found myself thinking to myself I can't wait to be dead. Not in a dramatic way, just in a kind of fed up resigned way.
AIBU to think sertraline has caused this? I don't feel like myself and I don't like it. I don't know whether this is temporary and I need to just ride it out or whether I need a higher dose or whether it means sertraline isn't right for me?