I am so urgggggggggggggggggg this morning with DH.
we have an agreement that one of the weekend morning is a lie in for each of us.
He had his yesterday till 9am with a cup of tea brought up for him. Boys were dressed, fed and all was ready for the day.
Last night I asked him if he was getting up and his response was "we'll see" - so I went to sleep in a strop. I was woke this am by Ds1 screaming and banging on the door. I thought there was an emergency, oh no DH had got up, but was just lounging, so DS1 woke me for breakfast.
He hadnt put the chicken on, so dinner will be late, no veg prepped, DS2 in a dirty nappy and no breakfast or no cup of tea.
Well I have done everything, as usual, even cleaned up cat sick he had walked past. I just want to bin him.
I am so tired Ds1 was up 6 times in the night as he is full of cold, I had the coil fitted before christmas adn am still bleeding, but as January is his busiest month at work no chance of him coming in early so I can go to the doctors and discuss this without the children.
I am not a matyr, just a tired, unappreicated SAHM, who is wants some help now and then. Family are usless, we have not been out together in over a year, but live near them. They will not babysit, as are too busy looking after other grandaughter or in my mums case too bloody selfish.
I am waiting my results og my genetic test for cancer, so I am nervous and more than a little anxious, but I am sick of being the only onbe to pull my weight.
So sorry long rant, but I do feel better now it is in writing