Today is my birthday. Not that you would know. After my alarm went off this morning my mother came in my room to say good morning. She left my room and after a good 5 mins I asked her 'well, is there anything you wish to say today on this Sunday 13th Jan' and she ummed and ahhed for ages (not jokingly) I have been talking about my birthday for the past few days yet she still forgot. She has her mind occupied (not with worries) but still forgot my birthday. If it was anyone elses birthday, especially her IL's, she would be well up their arse with a card and gift bought weeks ago but she didn't even get me a card so I had to give her a spare one I had so she can give it back to me. I just want my one moment in time where people would notice if I had a paper bag over my head, where I wouldn't be invisible or the last person on everyones mind, especially my mothers. I want to be the person that no one uses when it suits them but can't even remember my measley birthday! So i've just spent the 1st hour or my birthday in pathetic tears.