Trigger warning: Mentions of suicidal thoughts
I've been on sertraline for 4 weeks now. I think it has slightly decreased my anxiety, if it has it's such a mild change that I'm not even sure if there is any actual difference, or whether I'm just imagining it as I'm so desperate to improve.
What I have noticed though is I've been feeling a lot more depressed. It's definitely worse some days than others. Yesterday, for example, I spent most of the day in bed and didn't shower or brush my teeth. Today I've managed to get up, dressed and outside but sometimes I feel ok but mostly there's just a constant state of dread and wishing I was dead/that I wouldn't wake up in the morning. I'd never actually act on those thoughts but I'm concerned.
I have a review meeting in 2 weeks so I'll be mentioning it to my GP, but has anyone experienced similar and found things get better? Or is it a sign that sertaline is maybe not the right antidepressant for me (this is my first time taking an antidepressant).