I’m aware I may be flamed for this post.
I will start by saying that I want to work, and that I don’t want to live on benefits.
I have finally applied for UC after years of struggling financially. I haven’t worked for a number of years firstly because I was a SAHM, and then being unable to find work, and then because of a serious illness.
I have a disability which means that not any job is available to me, or I would be working in a cafe or on a checkout by now.
So eventually had my job centre appointment through, at a job centre which isn’t even in my area and not reachable by public transport. I managed to get the appointment moved to the closer centre, and saw a decent person, we talked through all my options, and when I showed her a list of my various medical conditions she actually asked whether I should be working at all. I don’t want to not work, and I don’t want to be declared unfit for work, but because of my disability it’s been hard to get someone to give me a job. I even had a job offer withdrawn because of my disability.
Anyway I came out of the meeting feeling that I’d achieved something positive and that she would help me where possible. And she said she would remain my work coach in future.
Appointment was set.
And now I’ve had an email to say my appointment has been moved, to the middle of the afternoon on a Saturday, at the original job centre, and with a different work coach. I feel like I’m back to square1. I don’t drive, and the bloke I saw yesterday at the closer job centre was almost gleeful when he said that the other one was almost impossible to reach by public transport.
I don’t want to live on benefits, but I’m starting to wonder whether I just need to admit defeat and be declared unfit for work as I’ve had 4 rejections this week and now this.
WWYD?