I know I'm being unreasonable..I'm just not sure how to handle this.
I had a close friend growing up, looking back more of a 'frenemy' who always liked to be 'better' than me. We met briefly a few years ago, which petered out quite quickly, there was an occasion where she made me feel uncomfortable with a comment.
I have recieved a message out of the blue, she really wants to meet up. The thing is, I was on the receiving end of a lot of negative behaviour in the past, and the people now in my life i am generally calm and happy with. As soon as I saw the message a negative feeling came over me, and I'm experiencing anxiousness just thinking about it, even though it may be fine.
I know I don't owe anyone anything, but I'm such a people pleaser who hates confrontation/to say no
I am aware of how wet I sound!