And I am freaking out internally. On the train on my way. I feel so anxious. Its with a guy who is super super outgoing and I am really quite introverted. He seems really lovely but I'm just convincing myself that I'm going to mess up. I need to calm down and just enjoy myself. I've been single for 3 years and have dated a bit but I've never been that enamoured by the guys I've met. I feel like this is different and I'm putting way too much pressure on myself before I've even bloody met the guy! The last long term relationship I was in was incredibly abusive and my self esteem had suffered massively. I'm worried about my big mum tum. My flabby arms. That I'll be boring. Can anyone help me calm?!