I've been emotionally abused for many months now. I was in a pattern of highs and lows and ups and downs. Lots of lies coming out and lots of games and never getting to where he promised me we would get. It will take me forever to list it verbal abuse and their situations around other women that he brought into our lives. He's lied about money and he's lied about his ex and he's lied about his children and why they don't talk to him. He's got stuff at my house and he owes me money and he's blocked me everywhere. If he's family try and get him to communicate with me about these things he calls me crazy and pretends he told me when he will give me the money.
I've Kept it to myself for a very long time. Even when I knew things went right like when I was walking home at 3 am in the dark because he had thrown me out. So many nasty names and vile situations. I'm in touch with a lady's now who's going to to hopefully give me some counselling. I've also got steps for change calling me on Wednesday
I spent the last 8 months trying to help him. I spend hours on the phone chasing up the council , chasing charities and chasing up other companies to sort out the mess in his life. I found him a free therapist and a free vet freeze dog. I helped him have food in his house for the last 8 months. He's often lent on me for various reasons. In return he's dropped me because I found messages on his phone to his ex and he did not want the conversation. He doesn't want to be with his ex anymore more but what he has an inappropriate emotional relationship with her still and she's always sticking her nose into our relationship.
I can't handle the lies hes spreading about me. Tell my family now what was going on and it's horrible because it's like I'm finalising that fact I will never go back to him. It's the official closure for me yet it hurts so bad. I can't handle these emotions I still keep thinking about the happy times and trying to figure out how he could be two different people. I just wondered if there's anybody on here any insight because I feel so alone.