I know this is going to be incredibly frustrating but I really would reveal my identity if I explained fully.
I can talk to immediate family but everyone else will want to help or advise and there is nothing they, or I, can do to put right an long standing issue. And I will shout Don't you think I haven't thought of that? And I am embarrassed.
I am so frustrated and I think I am going to have to accept it in all its bloody awfulness.
No one has died admittedly but several people have cried.
I am going to avoid FB and I do wish everyone well but I am really sad today.
Anyone else want to share their mystery miserablenesses?
And No it isn't cycling related!