Do you ever feel like your life is a piece of shit?

[FuckingShitLife]

Just posting for a vent because I know others have it worse but my anxiety and stress is killing me and I want to bury my head in the sand because of money/house problems but I fucking can’t because I’m the only one keeping everything together and I wish I had a parent who I could bury my head into their arms and just cry.

Sending you lots of love.
I've been there and it's awful when you feel so alone.
One thing you must do is reschedule your money advice appointment. Its scary yes. But really necessary. There may be a solution you have never heard of before.
And if you're in rent arrears, the earlier you can get professional support the better.
We are all routing for you. This is first step. X

I’m really sorry some of you are feeling like this too. It’s awful.

Laughing at the cold dinner comment because funnily cooking every evening is one thing he actually does, probably because deep down he knows he’s got an easy ride. 😕.

@lollipoprainbow I’m really sorry about your mum. That’s how I lost my Dad. Dementia is shit.
Prior to all this, I was his FT unpaid carer for years, then my sister came back from abroad and took him away and blocked contact with him. I was fighting for years to have free access to see my beautiful dad but no one could help. So I essentially lost him twice before he actually passed.
This is why I’m NC with her. I’m low contact with my other siblings because they’re useless and only surface periodically.

I’ve never told anyone this. I pretend I have a relationship with my family to colleagues and other people. Only one friend knows the truth but she lost her husband last year so I’ve been supporting her and her kids.

The knot in my heart isn’t just down to financial things I think. It’s been years since I haven’t worried. I don’t want to have to plan being homeless. 😞