To want a Forth?

[MondsyTuesday]

Name change so as not to out me!

I've recently had my third DD. I'm finding it really hard and overwhelming but I can't help obsessing about having a fourth in a couple of years time. I keep worrying I won't be able to, as age isn't on my side, or that DH won't want to etc etc.

But why am I obsessing about this when I'm really struggling with 3 and feeling low? I feel the guilt for me eldest two - what if I don't have enough time for them?

Please can someone shed some light?

How old is number 3? It sounds like your hormones, don't rush into anything! Love the ones you have and let your hormones settle before seriously considering a 4th.

Thank you. My third is 3 months.

It could be hormones I guess I just can't seem to forget it.