I’m utterly in love with my baby . ( she is 3 months )But in every other way I feel sad.
My life is good on paper ( okay money is a little tight ) but why do I feel so sad / withdrawn and depressed?
I just wish I could run away with my baby and not have to deal with anyone or anything -
Including my husband . I do love him but we seem to keep arguing .
What is wrong with me ?
My partner and I keep arguing as I don’t want sex / intimacy. I find he is constantly stressed - he thinks I’m always stressed .
I am dreading going back to work .
I’ve started drinking a little( wine or gin ) and I know this is a red flag that I’m unhappy . My partner said he can’t stand me when I have had a drink but I do it as I’m desperate to relax but this tends to just lead to me feeling more tired and annoying partner . I think if im honest - drinking - is making nothing better .
-I feel isolated from friends and family who live far away yet I don’t want to be around anyone .
- we have recently moved to a new house and I don’t love the area .
-I’m not missing work at all but my world is now small maybe that’s not good for me .
-I don’t want sex anymore. Which is causing issues .
I have lost 3 stone of the 4 stone I put on . I’m always out with baby to make sure I am not getting cabin fever . But still I’m struggling with feeling trapped .
I’m paranoid about what people , partners family think of me. I’m so anxious.
I’m scared my husband will give up on me if I don’t pull it together but I don’t know what is going on with me ???