It really has taken the shine off everything.
I was never that worried about having covid, and I have had it now - as has nearly everyone I know - it was always all the rules etc. It made me really stressed.
Now I feel anxious when I go out, especially in busier places. I’m not anxious about covid, I’m just anxious. My parents are both still really worried about covid because they are CEV and so they aren’t going out much - we used to go out a lot with them. Now they risk assess every time they leave the house.
I used to go out a lot and take the dc to lots of places and now I can’t be bothered to leave the house a lot of the time. It feels so much effort. If we go out I feel anxious and want to come home again. I do work and go out for that. I suppose life is functional but rarely ever enjoyable.
It’s the feeling that everything is built on sand and could be ripped away at any moment.
Anyone else feel like that?