I left my fiancé this time last year after realising deep down that we weren't right for each other. I love him and care deeply for him but after many ups and downs (that's for another thread) we were living like brother and sister. I enjoyed his company for the most part but there was no physical attraction at all.
We were planning to book our wedding this year and had been together since University. Although I have times of sadness when I think back to our Uni days and memories after that, I know that I have made the right decision.
The difficulty I have is in selling our home. What was meant to be ours and we had plans to redecorate and do up together. We're due to exchange on Friday and I am feeling heartbroken. I don't want to let it go and the thought of others moving in and redecorating hurts.
I know I've made the right decision in leaving but why is the house so difficult to let go?
Has anyone else felt this or am I just being totally unreasonable?
I know I probably am being unreasonable - it's only a house, and ultimately I made this decision so I need to suck it up. But anyone else who's been there please let me know.