I am in a role not particularly enthralled with but I put my all into despite feeling a bit stuck like a hamster on a wheel like the rest of us in the rat race. I would love to jump off the wheel set something up but this is not possible for me financially.
We are not sure if our jobs are safe at the moment so I keep thinking oh well I still have a job and try to be positive .. but at the same time it is hard as I know deep down I’m lying to myself. I will find out later in the year what is happening but looking around.
I am thankful for my job, it pays the bills and feeds us but at the same time I feel put off by things and the way it is run and also my manager. It feels like bitter sweet almost like lying to myself.
Need the job to pay the bills but also need motivation to enjoy the job to pay the bills if you get me.