Got up this morning and DH had left a note saying have left the car at home and got the bus as going for a drink after work with a friend.
Also would I ring the council tax offices and tell them we can pay the bill on 3rd January.
No mention of this last night.
Fair enough I thought.
Emailed him at work no reply so rang him at 5.30 as had not heard from him and just wondered when he would be home.
No answer.
Rang again at 7.30,it rang and then he turned his phone off.
7.50 a tap on the door it is DH staggering in holding on to the walls ,he had walked home,god knows how!!!
He fell onto the sofa and the childen were still up and he said "daddy is tired"
To which DS who is 7 said "we know,you were holding onto the walls"
Just suggested he go up to bed and he started to tell me to F**k off so told him the children are here and tried to get him up off the sofa to go to bed.
He then started to call me a bitch out of nowhere.
Got him up and led him to the stairs and told him to go up to bed,which he did shouting bitch down the stairs at me and slamming the doors.
Whilst he was walking up the stairs I thought to myself hope you fall down them.
I know ,what an awful thing to think but it just popped into my head.
My DD who is 5 just came over to me and kissed me.
Now I am left feeling empty and sad for my children as they were so keen to tell him that santa had been around this evening ,a round table collection and DS had a card for him he had made and just said
"will give this to daddy tomorrow as he is all grumpy now"
No doubt he will have a bad hangover tomorrow and grumpy all day as well.
Why does he do this?
Drink so much until he can hardly standand hurl abuse at me when I have done nothing wrong.
Have been ill the last week as well and feeling like crap already so notbeen coping with the children and have had to get on with it.
Starting of our christmas holidays like this is so selfish of him and aibu to hate him for it?