Just that, really. Over the past 6 years so much has been heaped on. First I had a terrible time at work which went on for about 18 months and suffered awful stress-related eye issues. Then DH got cancer and although he is in remission, for which we are grateful, he is struggling psycologically. Work problems were sorted, I got a big promotion and was back in the game, it all went brilliantly with a new boss I loved and my career became a lifeline for me when everything else was awful. Then my parents started to have health and other problems which was very distressing. Then my best friend started to have a go at me about stuff which I hand on heart don't deserve, and I feel I have lost her friendship, or at least it's not the same. I do have other friends, but it's a blow. It's really difficult coping with the long term effects of DH's cancer, and there's Covid of course. Now there is a big restructuring at work and I feel my one crutch has been kicked away. I know a lot of people have worse problems but AIBU to feel it's all a bit s**t?