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I've not worked in over a year due to a mixture of maternity leave & furlough and I was made redundant from my last job at the end of my mat leave recently, I was there 10 years.
I've found a new position fairly quick and I've accepted and start next week.
I'm just really unsure about it, like I just can't put my finger on why.
My partner keeps telling me I shouldn't have accepted the job and waited until something that really suited my came up. I just felt worried I'd struggle to find something for ages. He's totally happy with my being at home & our youngest being at nursery a few days but I feel like I'd be taking the piss & hate the thought of living off his wage.
I don't know what to do I just see myself starting this job and just being unhappy.
It's double the distance & more hours than my last position. The holidays haven't been confirmed to me yet either which is a worry with a school age child aswell.
I don't know if I'm just being silly and worried about starting somewhere new.
Aibu? Should I just suck it up and see how it goes or look for something that doesn't make me feel unsure.