I am about to separate from H.
I have a history of ill mental health with a couple of major breakdowns association with anxiety/panic/depression. I’ve never taken medication before - have instead tried to ‘think’ my out of it which usually works but takes years.
I have a small child now and can’t afford to be unwell for his sake so I decided to speak to a GP about medication and therapy now, rather than waiting until I get worse and potentially needing more intervention.
They prescribed me 10mg of Citalopram for 2 weeks and want a follow up appointment to then raise to 20mg.
I shouldn’t have but have been googling side effects and they don’t sound pleasant. I’m about to move house any day now and I’m worried if I start taking them today that I won’t be good to man nor beast while I move! Would you put off taking them or just start now and hope for the best?
Please be kind, I’ve never taken medication like this before and it’s making me feel anxious. Have been in my current situation (living with abusive H) for months and months after ending the marriage. It’s been a very tough year.