I've tried to remain positive, so far I've had a few interviews, still no offer, one really good feedback:
They felt you were really good and definitely 'company' material but were unsure with your skill set and experience if this was 100% exactly the right role for you right now for them and they were trying to come to terms where you'd best fit in with their organisation etc - falling short of just creating a role for you!
I still fill like a failure and like I'll never be able to find a job again. I'm still waiting from some other internal recruiter who completely ghosted me (so unless they come up with something within similar lines of "we'll create a job for you") I don't quite understand why it's taking so long.
I still have another interview on Thursday but I feel extremely deflated and almost ready to give up on life.