I’m just feeling really fed up with everything. I decided today I was going to start feeling better and no emotional eating which has led to nearly 4 stones of weight gain. I woke up positive but the a”””oles in work really affected my mood. Loads of crap such as a stationary order I ordered got taken by another person as I’m part time so it was left out for a good part of the week so people just helped themselves. When I went to speak to person in charge of distributing it and tried to ask her to next time keep hold of it or write my name, she lost her temper with me and told me to go away and do another order. But what’s the point if it’s going to be taken again. It could take weeks again to bloody arrive.
Then a guy at work was making digs how easy it must be for me being part time - it certainly isn’t as I have more workload over less days. I explained this snd he said well at least you can relax. It isn’t bloody relaxing being home with young children. Then Other people just being complete nasty pieces of work with their attitudes.
I picked up my kids and then just cried in bathroom and then been eating non stop - I literally haven’t stopped. I feel really depressed. I don’t think it’s just work - obviously if they were a little nicer I could focus on other parts of my life but I just feel fed up and drained after work every time I go in. On my days off I’m exhausted with the kids n worrying about what’s waiting for me in work snd I dread checking my emails. and keep thinking what’s the bloody point of anything. I feel really sad for my Kids as they must pick up on my sadness.