I'm getting married next week and when I think about it too hard I feel unwell, like how I used to feel when I had upcoming exams, major major butterflies, sweaty, fast heartbeat, lightheaded, basically bordering on panic attack.
We are keeping it small and simple (registry office with registry office and close friends followed by a bigger party). The arrangements are in place, I still have a few last bits to do but it wouldn't be the end of the world if I didn't get round to them.
Neither of us like being the centre of attention so he is just wearing a nice suit and I've gone for a designer dress and heels. But I've also started to wonder if I will regret not going for a big white wedding with all the bells and whistles when I look back on it in a few years.
On paper everything is fine but I'm just freaking out. Is this normal or am I just being a total wally? Was anyone else like this and then had a really nice day? How can I chill myself out?
I should add, I do definitely want to be married to him 
, it's just the idea of the day that is really getting to me 