My dad recently died from cancer. Prior to his death his money was discussed between myself and partner. He said he won’t need money where he’s going ( meaning he’s dying soon), that really upset me, also the day after he died ( I had stayed at mums), and come home the next day and my partner was going out to see his mum and dad and I practically had to beg him to stay home and said I would Chuck him out if he went( I just felt so bloody low) and here he was all showered and smelling nice. Am I being too sensitive , by the way, this man I’m with has been on dating sites numerous times throughout the relationship. If I ask him to go though, In a funny way I will miss him but I know he won’t go without a battle( ie, getting police out to get him out etc) and I just don’t feel strong enough for all that. It just plays on my mind though that my life was and still is in bits and he was going out for the day, anyone who takes the time and effort to reply I thank you in advance, it’s much appreciated as I don’t have friends and I can’t talk to anyone else