Is there hope

[Blueboats14]

AIBU to feel I’ve fucked my life
I don’t enjoy being a mum, one child with severe special needs
My relationship with with my husband is awful, to put this into shocking context I want sex, lots of it just not with my husband .
I’m the bread winner, but I feel drowning,
I’ve met a man online, he’s 50 but his wife is wife is 75
He’s everything I’ve every wanted but he loves her, fancies me. How do I detach,
My life is a mess
I feel like the world would,be better be better without me.
I cry most days,
I’m besotted with this but but he won’t commit time,
Help
Help
Advice

Knock the chatting up men online on the head and concentrate on sorting your real life out.

Shagging this man is not going to make your life better.

What about therapy with your partner, or just splitting up?

The new man you're interested in is dicking his wife about, and sounds willing to dick you about too.

There are some very good sex toys out there that might fill a need for the moment.

Exactly what Worra said ^^

Parenting a SEND child must be difficult. It consumes a lot of your energy.
You can sort things out. I know you want someone to be there for you (in a way that your husband isn’t) but stay away from married men you’re just looking for an escape. It will only make things worse.
The world definitely wouldn’t be better without you. Too many people caring about you now including us
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