to hate myself?

[user7896755]

I really hate myself at the moment I wish I had more of a personality. I have no friends and find it really difficult to make conversation with people.
My work colleagues are all chatty and love sharing every detail about their lives where as I am such a private person. I have no problem chatting with them about their lives but clam up if they ask me details about mine.
I think lockdown has probably made me worse as I have limited social contact with people. I just wish I could be a more confident person, I probably come across as such a moody cow.

Lots of chatty people love having people to listen to them. Don’t be so hard on yourself. It sounds like they like you just as you are.

One of my loveliest and most sociable colleagues that I couldn't manage without never shares any personal details, to the point I was dumbfounded to realise she had a six year old daughter recently, had no idea. So you can be awesome without sharing too much info