Serious thread(!) As I know people will look at my username and roll their eyes.
I'm struggling at the moment to work out how to live life. Again please don't take the following as a stealth brag.
I earn very well in a job I love. I only work part time anyway. I've just been offered another job, where they want me so much I can name my price. I also have close to f**k you money anyway saved up. My creative skills in the work regard are what have got me here.
I have, overall, good relationships with the people who are close to me. It would be lovely to keep in touch more with friends, but the workload of family life can make that tough.
Family life is intense for a variety of reasons. We have a lot of challenges, and I often turn to meaningless escapism (reading and writing silly things on here).
I feel that the rest of my life, my sense of doing something truly that sings to me are not as developed. But I am paralyzed by taking steps to do so. I feel tired and overwhelmed some of the time by the choice of what to do. Again, not a brag, but I'm good at almost everything i turn my hand to. Anything could be a side career, or an actually, and i just have no idea what to focus on.
How do people cope? I feel taking the new job will just in some ways bit change anything in that regard, if anything I'll just let that swallow me up. How do I find the time to even find what I want?