I know how silly this sounds but bear with me.
I had a huge breakdown in 2019 due to lots of horrible reasons. 2020 was not great either. I am finally feeling a little bit better but not able to function as I used to quite yet.
Over the last year while I have tried to recover I have been using savings to make up for the short fall in my (self-employed) earnings. Yesterday I withdrew some funds from my savings and deposited the cheque in my current account.. Barclays.
As I deposited the cheque the lady told me it would clear at midnight that night. I was suprised as I thought it took longer. I was also depositing very close to their branch closing time, ten minutes before.
The lady said to me "that should clear at midnight, as long as there are no problems." With my mental health not being great the seed was sown so to speak for me to start worrying.
Today I checked my account, money is not there. Ok. I called Barclays. The man I spoke to said the cheque is on the system but "not paid".
He said the lady in the branch should not have told me the cheque would have cleared by midnight. He was then just really vague and waffly.
After 40 minutes on the phone he said there WAS a problem with the cheque but we would not know what until the system updated tomorrow and until the reason was known there was no clear way forward. I asked at the end if there was a chance the cheque would just clear at midnight tonight and he said "I don't want to give you false hope."


I am really worried now.
This money can't just disappear can it? It can't get stuck, can it? I'm not bothered about when it clears really, just the idea that the transaction could somehow...fail?
It was a large amount (to me) that I withdrew.
It should clear tonight, right?