Started working as a cleaner end of 2020, have a few clients and I really want to have a 9-5 job now to bring some more money in. There's a few jobs I'm interested in, but I have this mental block where I'm like "ill apply once I lose the weight", for years it's always been like that with everything. My weight stops me from doing anything really, I'm just thinking omg what if I can't fit the uniform , what if the people I'm working with look at me, or I feel uncomfortable and silly things like that. Anyone feels like this sometimes? I'm 19st btw and trying to lose the weight for real now.