Long backstory, but essentially I have been shifted repeatedly between priority groups due to unusual medical situation, was told I could book, kept getting the "computer says no".
Today I finally managed to access the booking system, and the only appointment they could offer my postcode in the next week was 60 miles away - on public transport this will take me two and a half hours each way, because said medical issues prevent me from driving. I took the slot because I feared that, if I hadnt, the whole system would glitch and eject me again.
I can afford the bus and train journeys and manage the walk the other end, but am now doubting myself - am I putting myself at MORE risk through undertaking such a long journey?
YABU Yes you were being paranoid, melodramatic and impatient, and are risking Covid from the journey and the side-effects hitting you on the journey home.
YANBU It will be nice to get out for a day after so long. You will be fine, and will feel calmer once vaccinated