So basically, my boyfriend went to prison last year. He left me to pick up the pieces, gave birth on my own, currently living in our flat by myself with a 6 month old. Not been the easiest. I found out he slept with someone while I was pregnant - for a part of my pregnancy we weren’t actually in a relationship but we both agreed on being good parents. As you can imagine this has stuck with me, even though we weren’t together I was pregnant with his child. I don’t think I’ll ever fully forget as he done this to me at such a vulnerable time. Anyway, I went out the other night and had my first drink in about a year and a half and got pretty drunk. This one boy was really putting it on me, I said to him nothing would be happening because I have a boyfriend so many times. Too many times. He kept trying and as bad as it sounds, I just caved in. I didn’t even want to do it I wasn’t attracted to him so bit of a weird one. He got right over me and we kissed for a few seconds before me stopping it saying I couldn’t continue because I think he thought it was going somewhere and if I hadn’t of stopped it, it definitely would’ve. The next evening I spoke to my boyfriend - baring in mind he’s in prison. I told him and he said he was going and literally just hung up on me. I haven’t heard from him since. I’ve written him a letter explaining myself and basically what I said above. My friends are saying what I’ve done is nothing in comparison to what he did to me and maybe a slight dose of his own medicine but I cannot help to not view it like this because I have too much of a conscience believe it or not.. I want him to forgive me but I’m worried he won’t. I’ve been so loyal to him prior to this, even when he wasn’t in prison and I knew he was doing things behind my back. I haven’t spoken to a single male apart from friends prior to this. Any help or advice how I can make this better? Thanks x