I have received some pretty shocking family news yesterday. I don’t want to go into detail as it’s really outing and a very long story but it’s a serious family issue. I never imagined that something like this could happen to my family.
My long term partner who I live with (not married) knows what happened. I think he is pretty shocked too but we are not married and it’s happened in my family. He is out today with his friends which was a planned thing and I knew about it. He left as planned early this morning and not a text message or anything from him. I am okay, surprisingly calm. My head is a bit all over the place and I keep going between like being proper chilled to having a full on argument myself in my head. I don’t know how I should feel, I haven’t cried or been upset but my mind us all over it and I just can’t believe what’s been happening. I have no support apart from him and wouldn’t want to share this with anyone else anyway. I could go to my mum but she is just going to get myself worked up and will do no good for me.
I’m just thinking though, I really wasn’t expecting him to cancel his plans and as I said I am okay at the moment but it’s some awful shit that happened and I am just surprised that he hasn’t even dropped me a text to check in on me? AIBU to think if he cared about me, he would have text me or a give me a quick call?