I feel I am terrible at Maths. If I express this, somebody will say “you have a B in GCSE / were a primary teacher, you can’t be that bad”.
I don’t feel like a “B” student though, and I only taught the basics to 6 year olds. In the adult world I feel lost and embarrassed when called upon to do sums.
If Maths were reading, I think I’d be a hesitant reader decoding the words, but not comprehending the whole paragraph and having nowhere near the “skim reading” fluency to take short cuts or see the overall picture.
With anithing other than very simple mental addition I have to mentally visualise it in columns like I was taught to in school. I do the same for subtraction, although I often make little mistakes as this is hard to do.
Was driving yesterday at 60mph, and my destination was 6 miles away. Took me ages (several minutes) to fingure out how long it would take me to arrive if I maintained my speed- 10 mins or 6 mins? I figured it out in the end (6 mins - right?) but it took me ages, you can imagine that simpler time / speed / distance sums are usually beyond me, mentally.
I get in a twist over my timesheet at work too. I work 7h 24 mins a day, which is written as 7.4 hours. When I see I have 120 hours of annual leave to take or 15.25 hours of flexi, trying to figure out how many actual days / hours / minutes I have is a bloody nightmare involving a lot of trial and error with a calculator.
I’m not a teacher any more and suddenly feel more aware of and embarrassed by my poor arithmetic. But how bad is is that I can’t do these things easily? I know poor mental maths is quite common, and calculators have a lot to answer for - am I “normal bad” for a professional person, or extra bad and should I be looking at getting myself into some sort of maths for adults course...