Lighthearted. Everyone is talking about what they are doing this week, meeting with friends and family etc.
Then there’s me and literally nothing different will be happening. Lockdown didn’t change a huge deal for us.
I know lots of people. I live in a small place where I know most people and will say hello and have a natter. A ‘popular loner’. Know most of the school mums to speak to but not friends with any of them really. But I have not got any close friends. Never have, even when I was a kid. I’m just rubbish at forming friendships.
I’ve always enjoyed my own company. But I would also like some friends. I’ve always sucked at friendships and hidden myself away. I tell myself that people won’t like me if they become friends with me.
I have a long term dp and two dc. Dp is very much the same these days. Now he’s older he doesn’t see many friends etc. He likes being home too.
Aibu to think this is okay? If we haven’t got a busy schedule and don’t need to see lots of people!
I do like our little family of 4 and it mainly just being us 4 other than seeing family occasional (before covid). My own mother has always said that I need to get myself out more.