is this personel or not ! AIBU

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Well I am thinking of freezing my eggs since I think I might regret not having s 2nd child in the future .DH finds out today since he was using my laptop in emergency and was quite furious .He said he has the right to know if I at all take a step like this .Well the reason I avoided telling him because immediately he would rush to have a 2nd child and I am mentally not prepared at the moment .The lockdown has been hard on me and my child and I think I need to take over work and start working ,So basically I am in two minds .Also DH has a short temper nature and I wonder about our future .So I hided .Is this wrong ?

He sounds horrible and you don’t have to apologise for looking at a website and thinking about something.

Yes , you all can read it well .I have to plan an escape strategy in the near future .But untill now whatever it is .He is my DS dad and loves him a lot and cares for him more than anything in this world .I dont think I should separate just because we don't have much chemistry between us .He is caring and provides well for family .