Last year we booked and cancelled our wedding twice. First one was May and I'd got everything sorted all the dresses, stationery.. you name it. We booked again for October and less than a week before Boris reduced the numbers to 15 which just wasn't possible, also Dp's parents live abroad and he wouldn't get married without them there but they couldn't get over. I also lost my grandad and sister last year and DH dad was diagnosed with cancer so I gave up.
We booked again for August this year - but we decided we didn't want another year of planning to get disappointed again so cancelled. Of course now they're going to be allowed and it's too late as we've cancelled. I'm now 9 weeks pregnant so I won't be able to have the vaccine so when things open if they bring in a vaccine passport I might not be allowed to do things.
I don't know if it's hormones or not but I just feel downright fed up. Feel like if we had been more patient we would've been alright but I couldn't handle another year of upset.