Namechanged.
I’m not sure if this is just me, accepting this repetitive behaviour as normal, it happens every other wknd. Or is this just usual mardy men attitude?
Do you ever get told to just “fuck off, I don’t give a fuck about you” by your DH? shouted down at?
This is my new normal, it’s so repetitive, I take it as normal. Because after a couple of hours of me then crying and walking away after being shouted at, DH becomes all lovely dovey. Apologises for swearing at me, loves me so much, is so stressed, can’t help it.
But I’m fed up of being a verbal punch bag. I’m such a placid human being, hate swearing and seem to just take it.
My last H used to physically attack me as well as verbally and so swore so would
Never go through the same again. Yet here I am but without the physical aspect,
I was brought up in the most idyllic childhood you could ever wish for. With a family who adored me. To this day we are still close, as well as my siblings. So not sure why I accept this.
Nobody knows what life is like for me behind close doors. To everyone we have an amazing life and our children have all they need. They do not hear any of what goes on (thankfully).
I cannot leave as stupid me is totally financially dependant on him.
Just want to know if anyone else is in this same boat, feeling completely deflated today after another verbally absolve weekend :-((.