Ex who wasn’t pleasant to me especially after a while into the relationship but started off amazing and charming. I’m the mother of his kids yet treated me so bad in many ways I can’t go into details mainly emotionally and at times threatened but now I feel kind of hurt he has someone else and playing happy families with my kids. I hope he has changed and for sake of the kids and the next women he doesn’t hurt her the same as me. Before him I was so trusting and different, I didn’t see the bad in people. I just think I feel worse because I’m stuck, this lockdown as massively impacted me as well in the sense I can’t move forward. I’m usually very much a people person and sociable. Really don’t dwell on stuff but because I can’t do much I just think I feel a bit down. I just want to move forward