I have manageable anxiety most of the time. Except when I have to publicly speak or do interviews. I practice, practice, practice until I'm blue in the face. I prepare so much and when I practice it runs smoothly and sounds great. However, as soon as I am presenting or put on the spot with questions in an interview my mind goes totally blank, and if not totally blank I lose about 80 percent of the information I have practised for weeks.
This is not something as simple as breathing techniques and practice in front of a group of friends, this is something I have struggled with for years and is no longer manageable on my own.
A year ago my GP gave me 40 mg propanalol to take for these situations. None have arisen until now, I have an interview on Friday and I am shitting myself. I know people swear that propanalol takes away the physical effects of anxiety, and yes I'm sure it will help me with my shakiness and sweats etc but am I right in saying it will not help me with my mind going blank?