Hi,
This isn’t really an AIBU but its just something i wanted to share having spent a lot of time reading and once or twice posting on what a rubbish couple of years i have had.
For the first time, in a long time i have had a good day. Felt happy for all of it. Finally feel settled and like i am achieving in my new job after 6 months of turmoil. Took me 12 months to secure this role after several interviews and rejections all the while feeling pressure of redundancy. Had to continuously build myself back up after every knock down and every rubbish day.
Things are not perfect. DH and i are on the brink of divorce. Lockdown has been horrific. But i feel today i have found some light at the end of the tunnel.
I wanted to share this especially for those that are struggling and close to giving up. Please dont. Your good day will come. And that one good day, will make up for the bad days, weeks and months.
I know i may feel differently tomorrow. But tonight, i am smiling and celebrating feeling at peace and happy.