I have been trying to get help for my mental health problems for 10 years. 10 years of going between Camhs (who told my mum what I said and then accused me of being a liar), multiple sessions of CBT, multiple conversations where I was told by counsellors that I needed someone with more experience than they had to help me, multiple anti-depressants, multiple referrals that never go anywhere. I get forgotten about. After reaching a really bad point where I planned to end it all, I reached out to my GP again. I had the assessment today and was told that I do not meet the criteria for DBT, but CBT can't help me, the woman on the phone didn't believe a word I said, I couldn't even explain how bad I am feeling but I could tell she didn't believe a word of it. I am tired of feeling like this, why won't anybody help me! I think maybe nobody can help me and this will be my life now, I could try and end it all again - and fail again - and that will be it on repeat forever until my body finally decides I've suffered enough and it is time to let me go.