Feeling bitter and angry aswell as hurt.
I have 2 children, a partner but an extremely small family as I choose not to see most of them as they're just bad news and toxic.
Long story short, my dad never bothers with me or his (only 2 grandchildren.
I only see him when he argues with his latest woman.
He got me nothing for Christmas ( not that I want anything because I'm more of a giver than receiver) but got his partner a gift worth a LOT of money....
I love him and respect him which is why I think this is hurting so much.
Iv never felt quite good enough for him even though he has done a few shitty things in life which in unforgivable.
He has lots of money yet watches me struggle. I wouldnt take anything of off him I'll be honest it isnt about that, it's about me being hes child and he doesnt seem to care of love me.
I have 2 children and could never treat them like this, make them feel worthless.
He never asks about the children and never asked to see them.
All hes interested in is being an ostentatious prick trying to impress the women.
Well I'm done, he will never see me again so the next time his partner kicks him out, he wont be welcome here to use me.
He has no friends or other family just his money and partner.
So angry, can someone please tell me I'll stop going over and over this in my head soon, its driving me mad, I'm actually preying the nasty bastard suffers.
He may have money but he will be an old lonely man with money but nobody.