On Saturday night I had an awful night of nightmares, one after another. Ghosts, monsters ... you name it. I NEVER have nightmares.
Anyway one particular part of it has stuck with me. I kind of knew I was dreaming and desperately tried to wake up but I couldn’t. I was screaming and shouting but no noise would come out, I was trying so hard to make a sound, screaming at the top of my voice but couldn’t make a sound. I was punching DH (in my dream) trying to get him to wake up and help me but he wouldn’t wake up either. I was in a total state of panic. Eventually I managed to scream out “WAKE UP” but it came out as a whisper and I couldn’t make it any louder.
I can’t get the feeling of it out of my head. The desperation and panic. Am I losing it?