I'm currently working from home, doing a voluntary job and a paid job that take up around 10hrs/week each on average. I have 2 children, one in nursery school half days and one in primary school. I'm not a particularly outgoing/social person, but I've always gone out and done things (playgroups with my children, met a few friends for a run/cuppa and chat) and I'm a
very affectionate person, I would always hug friends etc. I feel like lately I have no purpose or direction in my life, I'm either looking after the children/house or sat on computer working, I have nothing that defines me as me and I feel really worthless. My husband (works full time) doesn't understand why I'm finding life so difficult at the moment. He says I should feel fortunate that I can be at home because his job earns enough to support the family without me going out to work and I have to accept the way things are because of the Covid pandemic and that I shouldn't yearn for the way things were before.
My aibu is am I being unreasonable feeling low about myself and my inability to be "me" at the moment, or should I just be grateful that we're in a privileged position and accept the way things are?