Normally my Family of 5, plus 3 siblings, SIL and 3 DN stay together at parents for xmas. As xmas present buying was getting excessive, a number of years ago the whole family cut pack with present buying, and we all agreed that myself and 2 siblings would buy 1 present each for/between the 3 of us, plus everyone bought for their own immediate families. Due to covid we are not meeting this year. Finances for myself and 2 siblings badly affected. Told 2 siblings early on that I was not going to buy presents this year, and could they just exchange gifts with each other if they were still going ahead - they are meeting up at parents for xmas. A gift has arrived for me from them both. I know people 'do not give to receive' but now I feel rubbish and a bit annoyed, AIBU? Do I now have to go shopping to get them each something? I am in vulnerable group and avoiding shops and have no idea at all what I could get them. I have bought a small gift for parents and siblings to share, which I need to post. If I buy them gifts I am looking at circa £20 each I guess. Don't really want to line Amazon's pockets either. WWYD?