I'm very pregnant and had to come off my citalopram to become so (citalopram largely needed imo so I can live with the stress of DH's anxiety and compulsive behaviours). My DH has anxiety exacerbated by Covid and imminent baby. My 3yo is going through a difficult and very physical stage. We're having a bunch of work done on the house meaning we're confined to pretty much one room a lot of the time. Flipping Covid, in tier 3. And it won't. Stop. Raining.
I know IABU because I have brought much of this on myself, and it's all transitory and will pass. But nonetheless I am just so drained, exhausted, all I want to do now DH and 3yo have gone up to do bath and bed is lie down and cry.
AIBU to ask how you dig deep in tough times when it really does feel like you've got nothing left in the tank? I know tonight I have to find a way to be nice and cheering to my DH, I will almost certainly have to get up in the night to the 3yo at least once, there's a bunch of jobs we need to do tomorrow including getting the tree and setting it up in the front room which ought to be festive and fun but will in all likelihood be a stressful nightmare... I just don't know how I can do it all without bursting into tears at some point!